Mistake - SNSD

I'm still at this place, still by your side
I'm tired of wondering
Today, again, I'm still spinning, flowing, day after day
That's how I'm here now

You knew, you knew of my hurting heart
I hurt more when you smile

For not making you love me more, it's my mistake
For making myself love you more, it's my mistake
For not making you love me as much as I wanted you to
It's my mistake

How much longer must my tears fall?
Believing in that promise
The lies, telling me to wait,
even my deceived selfishness is now tired and worn

You knew, you knew of my hurting heart
There is no excuse to laugh and pretend not to know

For not making you love me more, it's my mistake
For making myself love you more, it's my mistake
For not making you love me as much as I wanted you to
It's my mistake

Knowing that I can't have you
My indulgent heart is still growing
After waiting alone all by myself, after regretting
Alone all by myself
It seems that loving you was also a mistake

For knowing that I will never forget the pain, it's my mistake
I must have look like a fool

I knew I would get hurt and couldn't let go,
it's my mistake
Eventhough it could all be my mistake,
even then, it's okay... as long as you are here... always

Please forgive this side of me... the me who loves you



The song that's on my blog and been on repeat since it's released.
Kwon Yuri... You are wonderful, for writing this song that speaks so much from my heart.
Thank you.